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_{Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”}
After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.

Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”

_{Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand.}Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.

Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand. That erected organ was then firmly grasped and left prey to caresses that were more akin to subjugation.

_{Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”}Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.

Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”

_{The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.}As the warm water descended over Yan Ran's smooth, wheat-toned skin, the excitement welling within his heart kept rising, blotting out every last shred of his rationality. Even the guilt that came when he accidentally touched his lower parts in the bath was long gone; nothing remained except for a searing heat.

The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.

_{The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.}
Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.

The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.

_{“{Mmn… not…}” Yan Ran was drowning in the wondrous sensations.}With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.

“Mmn… not…” Yan Ran was drowning in the wondrous sensations.

_{05.1: Broken}
As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

05.1: Broken

_{“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.}Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.

“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.

_{Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.}This... this is an orgasm... It feels way different than it does with a woman.

Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.

_{It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.}Yan Ran managed to think as much despite his muddled thoughts, but Fang Shixiu’s unceasing movements brought those thoughts to an end. That man’s still-firm desire continued to plunge deep within his body until he was overcome with tiredness, and his body began going limp. Even that slender hand of his, which gripped Fang Shixiu’s arm tightly, had unconsciously grown slack.

It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

_{Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.}With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.

Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.

_{“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.}
Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.

“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.

_{Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.}With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.

Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.

_{For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts.}Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand. That erected organ was then firmly grasped and left prey to caresses that were more akin to subjugation.

For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts. It was intense. Intense enough to plunge his blissed-out heart deep into the sea of his clіmax. Intense enough to thrυst him deep into the forest of paѕsion, where he remained lost.

_{“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.}In his heart of hearts, he mused to himself giddily: He held me! He held me! He finally held me again! Rongruo, do I owe you my thanks?

“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.

_{Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”}The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.

Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”

_{“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.}
Gradually, he slid down until he squatted on the cold, bare ground, dampened by the summer night’s dew. It was clammy and carried a chill, but it made his body feel cool—it allowed that flaring heart of his to cool down, too.

“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

_{Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.}“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.

Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

_{As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.}Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.

As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

_{Fang Shixiu sighed before replying simply, “He was just drunk.”}
Damn him!

Fang Shixiu sighed before replying simply, “He was just drunk.”

_{It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.}Gradually, he slid down until he squatted on the cold, bare ground, dampened by the summer night’s dew. It was clammy and carried a chill, but it made his body feel cool—it allowed that flaring heart of his to cool down, too.

It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

_{For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts.}Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.

For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts. It was intense. Intense enough to plunge his blissed-out heart deep into the sea of his clіmax. Intense enough to thrυst him deep into the forest of paѕsion, where he remained lost.

_{“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.}Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.

_{“What if he was? What of it then?”}He who had only now tasted the love between men, on account of Fang Shixiu’s skills and experience, was driven from the depths of misfortune to a high of pure bliss. That man’s roaming hands again began their motions, while that mouth of his made sure to again capture Yan Ran’s moist and parted lips. With one hand, Fang Shixiu took firm hold of one of those now-erect buds, while those fingers of his remaining hand skimmed towards that most sensitive region of the one below him, clasping the part that trembled without end as it stood in high spirits.

“What if he was? What of it then?”

_{“What happened to you?” Shocked at the sight before him, Yan Ran in haste.}
Yan Ran cursed internally, not giving a damn that it was directed at an elder. But at that point, he no longer had the strength to do so much as hold on to anger. His thoughts again wandering:

“What happened to you?” Shocked at the sight before him, Yan Ran in haste.

_{“I’m not a child!” Yan Ran’s heart was now aching. “I’m no longer a child! I’m the same age as Rongruo! Both of us can get married now! Both of us can start having children of our own!”}Yan Ran strode over, wrapping his arms around that man, his palms clutching that man’s back while that man captured his lips. That roaming tongue, now eagerly exploring that orifice, twirled and spun as if to claim that place as its own.

“I’m not a child!” Yan Ran’s heart was now aching. “I’m no longer a child! I’m the same age as Rongruo! Both of us can get married now! Both of us can start having children of our own!”

_N/ALike this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

N/A

_{Fang Shixiu lifted his gaze towards that youth, the gleam in his eyes one different from the light cast by the candles, another chuckle escaping him before he said, “But I’m practically a cycle older than you. I’m old enough to be your father. You should find a girl your own age to like—one who can give birth to a few kids on your behalf.”}For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts. It was intense. Intense enough to plunge his blissed-out heart deep into the sea of his clіmax. Intense enough to thrυst him deep into the forest of paѕsion, where he remained lost.

Fang Shixiu lifted his gaze towards that youth, the gleam in his eyes one different from the light cast by the candles, another chuckle escaping him before he said, “But I’m practically a cycle older than you. I’m old enough to be your father. You should find a girl your own age to like—one who can give birth to a few kids on your behalf.”

_{05.1: Broken}Feeling as if all of him was melting, a weakened Yan Ran collapsed onto the marble floor, yet the cold stones only made his body increase its trembling.

05.1: Broken

_{Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand.}
Is Fang Shixiu just messing with me?

Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand. That erected organ was then firmly grasped and left prey to caresses that were more akin to subjugation.

_{“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.}“What if he was? What of it then?”

“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.

_{Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”}“There’s nothing going on between him and me!” Fang Shixiu grabbed Yan Ran by his slender wrists, stopping his crazed actions, his eyes fixing on the now-still youth with a fire in his gaze. “So stop thinking up such nonsense with that little head of yours, understand?”

Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”

_{“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.}Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

_{“Yan Ran…”}
A sudden chuckle then escaped him, followed by him burying his head between his knees.

“Yan Ran…”

_{“There’s nothing going on between him and me!” Fang Shixiu grabbed Yan Ran by his slender wrists, stopping his crazed actions, his eyes fixing on the now-still youth with a fire in his gaze. “So stop thinking up such nonsense with that little head of yours, understand?”}“Mmn… not…” Yan Ran was drowning in the wondrous sensations.

“There’s nothing going on between him and me!” Fang Shixiu grabbed Yan Ran by his slender wrists, stopping his crazed actions, his eyes fixing on the now-still youth with a fire in his gaze. “So stop thinking up such nonsense with that little head of yours, understand?”

_{He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!}As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!

_{Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”}“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.

Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”

_{Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.}
He lied to me. He lied to me again!

Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.

_{Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him.}“What on earth is wrong with you kids?” Fang Shixiu smiled bitterly. But at that same moment, Yan Ran made a sudden approach, taking that man into his embrace and stealing his lips in a maddened kiss.

Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

_{“There’s nothing going on between him and me!” Fang Shixiu grabbed Yan Ran by his slender wrists, stopping his crazed actions, his eyes fixing on the now-still youth with a fire in his gaze. “So stop thinking up such nonsense with that little head of yours, understand?”}When they collided, Fang Shixiu lost his footing momentarily but was just as swiftly able to again stand firm. Yan Ran had lost all sanity right then, sυcking on Fang Shixiu’s lips like some wild beast. All of him trembled, excitement overwhelming him, making it feel like he couldn’t so much as breathe. He wanted to use this method to prove his existence to Fang Shixiu; he wanted to do this so badly that he thought he was about to lose his mind.

“There’s nothing going on between him and me!” Fang Shixiu grabbed Yan Ran by his slender wrists, stopping his crazed actions, his eyes fixing on the now-still youth with a fire in his gaze. “So stop thinking up such nonsense with that little head of yours, understand?”

_{A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.}
Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.

_{With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in.}“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in. Despite that place’s narrowness, despite those tight walls making it so intense thrυsts weren’t permissible, much like that man’s tough and stubborn character, he persisted until every inch of his desire was buried within.

_{“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.}“What on earth is wrong with you kids?” Fang Shixiu smiled bitterly. But at that same moment, Yan Ran made a sudden approach, taking that man into his embrace and stealing his lips in a maddened kiss.

“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.

_{“Do what with him again?”}“What if he was? What of it then?”

“Do what with him again?”

_{Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.}“Tonight is his wedding night, isn’t it? Yet you were still with him—”

Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.

_{“No! I will never regret it! Never on my life!”}
“You’re still here?”

“No! I will never regret it! Never on my life!”

_{Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.}“What happened to you?” Shocked at the sight before him, Yan Ran in haste.

Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.

_{Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him.}For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts. It was intense. Intense enough to plunge his blissed-out heart deep into the sea of his clіmax. Intense enough to thrυst him deep into the forest of paѕsion, where he remained lost.

Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

_{With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.}Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.

With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.

_{Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.}
The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.

Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.

_{But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”}As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”

_{After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.}“I knew it,” Yan Ran retorted with a snort.

After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.

_{Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.}He who had only now tasted the love between men, on account of Fang Shixiu’s skills and experience, was driven from the depths of misfortune to a high of pure bliss. That man’s roaming hands again began their motions, while that mouth of his made sure to again capture Yan Ran’s moist and parted lips. With one hand, Fang Shixiu took firm hold of one of those now-erect buds, while those fingers of his remaining hand skimmed towards that most sensitive region of the one below him, clasping the part that trembled without end as it stood in high spirits.

Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.

_{Tears again began spilling from Yan Ran’s eyes. “Please, I’m begging you... Please hold me.”}
Fang Shixiu, in return, hugged him back gently as he spoke, saying, “Alright, now. Let’s go home.”

Tears again began spilling from Yan Ran’s eyes. “Please, I’m begging you... Please hold me.”

_{“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."}“What if he was? What of it then?”

“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."

_{He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.}Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

_{Yan Ran managed to think as much despite his muddled thoughts, but Fang Shixiu’s unceasing movements brought those thoughts to an end. That man’s still-firm desire continued to plunge deep within his body until he was overcome with tiredness, and his body began going limp. Even that slender hand of his, which gripped Fang Shixiu’s arm tightly, had unconsciously grown slack.}With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.

Yan Ran managed to think as much despite his muddled thoughts, but Fang Shixiu’s unceasing movements brought those thoughts to an end. That man’s still-firm desire continued to plunge deep within his body until he was overcome with tiredness, and his body began going limp. Even that slender hand of his, which gripped Fang Shixiu’s arm tightly, had unconsciously grown slack.

_{A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.}As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.

_{With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in.}
With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.

With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in. Despite that place’s narrowness, despite those tight walls making it so intense thrυsts weren’t permissible, much like that man’s tough and stubborn character, he persisted until every inch of his desire was buried within.

_{“Yan Ran…”}Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”

“Yan Ran…”

_{Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.}“Do what with him again?”

Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.

_{Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.}But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.

Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.

_{With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.}“You’re still here?”

With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.

_{Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.}
“What happened to you?” Shocked at the sight before him, Yan Ran in haste.

Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

_{A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.}But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”

A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.

_{“Was it your little cat? Is he the one who did this?” Yan Ran’s voice suddenly turned sharp, yet that man still answered lightheartedly.}This... this is an orgasm... It feels way different than it does with a woman.

“Was it your little cat? Is he the one who did this?” Yan Ran’s voice suddenly turned sharp, yet that man still answered lightheartedly.

_{“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.}Damn him!

“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

_{Feeling as if all of him was melting, a weakened Yan Ran collapsed onto the marble floor, yet the cold stones only made his body increase its trembling.}
But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”

Feeling as if all of him was melting, a weakened Yan Ran collapsed onto the marble floor, yet the cold stones only made his body increase its trembling.

_{Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.}In his heart of hearts, he mused to himself giddily: He held me! He held me! He finally held me again! Rongruo, do I owe you my thanks?

Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.

_{Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.}Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand. That erected organ was then firmly grasped and left prey to caresses that were more akin to subjugation.

Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

_{Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.}Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.

_{With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.}As the warm water descended over Yan Ran's smooth, wheat-toned skin, the excitement welling within his heart kept rising, blotting out every last shred of his rationality. Even the guilt that came when he accidentally touched his lower parts in the bath was long gone; nothing remained except for a searing heat.

With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.

_☆☆☆
“Was it your little cat? Is he the one who did this?” Yan Ran’s voice suddenly turned sharp, yet that man still answered lightheartedly.

☆☆☆

_{“What if he was? What of it then?”}“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.

“What if he was? What of it then?”

_{“Do what with him again?”}
“What if he was? What of it then?”

“Do what with him again?”

_{Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand.}It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand. That erected organ was then firmly grasped and left prey to caresses that were more akin to subjugation.

_{With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.}Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.

With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.

_{05.1: Broken}Fang Shixiu lifted his gaze towards that youth, the gleam in his eyes one different from the light cast by the candles, another chuckle escaping him before he said, “But I’m practically a cycle older than you. I’m old enough to be your father. You should find a girl your own age to like—one who can give birth to a few kids on your behalf.”

05.1: Broken

_{Yan Ran managed to think as much despite his muddled thoughts, but Fang Shixiu’s unceasing movements brought those thoughts to an end. That man’s still-firm desire continued to plunge deep within his body until he was overcome with tiredness, and his body began going limp. Even that slender hand of his, which gripped Fang Shixiu’s arm tightly, had unconsciously grown slack.}
“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."

Yan Ran managed to think as much despite his muddled thoughts, but Fang Shixiu’s unceasing movements brought those thoughts to an end. That man’s still-firm desire continued to plunge deep within his body until he was overcome with tiredness, and his body began going limp. Even that slender hand of his, which gripped Fang Shixiu’s arm tightly, had unconsciously grown slack.

_{Fang Shixiu lifted his gaze towards that youth, the gleam in his eyes one different from the light cast by the candles, another chuckle escaping him before he said, “But I’m practically a cycle older than you. I’m old enough to be your father. You should find a girl your own age to like—one who can give birth to a few kids on your behalf.”}“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.

Fang Shixiu lifted his gaze towards that youth, the gleam in his eyes one different from the light cast by the candles, another chuckle escaping him before he said, “But I’m practically a cycle older than you. I’m old enough to be your father. You should find a girl your own age to like—one who can give birth to a few kids on your behalf.”

_{Gradually, he slid down until he squatted on the cold, bare ground, dampened by the summer night’s dew. It was clammy and carried a chill, but it made his body feel cool—it allowed that flaring heart of his to cool down, too.}
“Do what with him again?”

Gradually, he slid down until he squatted on the cold, bare ground, dampened by the summer night’s dew. It was clammy and carried a chill, but it made his body feel cool—it allowed that flaring heart of his to cool down, too.

_{{Damn him!}}Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.

Damn him!

_{A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.}“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.

A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.

_{With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.}After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.

With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.

_{“I’m not a child!” Yan Ran’s heart was now aching. “I’m no longer a child! I’m the same age as Rongruo! Both of us can get married now! Both of us can start having children of our own!”}
“Tonight is his wedding night, isn’t it? Yet you were still with him—”

“I’m not a child!” Yan Ran’s heart was now aching. “I’m no longer a child! I’m the same age as Rongruo! Both of us can get married now! Both of us can start having children of our own!”

_{“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."}Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”

“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."

_{A sudden chuckle then escaped him, followed by him burying his head between his knees.}
“There’s nothing going on between him and me!” Fang Shixiu grabbed Yan Ran by his slender wrists, stopping his crazed actions, his eyes fixing on the now-still youth with a fire in his gaze. “So stop thinking up such nonsense with that little head of yours, understand?”

A sudden chuckle then escaped him, followed by him burying his head between his knees.

_{Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.}Is Fang Shixiu just messing with me?

Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.

_{Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.}Gradually, he slid down until he squatted on the cold, bare ground, dampened by the summer night’s dew. It was clammy and carried a chill, but it made his body feel cool—it allowed that flaring heart of his to cool down, too.

Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.

_{Gradually, he slid down until he squatted on the cold, bare ground, dampened by the summer night’s dew. It was clammy and carried a chill, but it made his body feel cool—it allowed that flaring heart of his to cool down, too.}The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.

Gradually, he slid down until he squatted on the cold, bare ground, dampened by the summer night’s dew. It was clammy and carried a chill, but it made his body feel cool—it allowed that flaring heart of his to cool down, too.

_{After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.}
“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.

After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.

_{He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.}The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.

He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

_{Fang Shixiu, in return, hugged him back gently as he spoke, saying, “Alright, now. Let’s go home.”}Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.

Fang Shixiu, in return, hugged him back gently as he spoke, saying, “Alright, now. Let’s go home.”

_{For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts.}
Fang Shixiu sighed before replying simply, “He was just drunk.”

For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts. It was intense. Intense enough to plunge his blissed-out heart deep into the sea of his clіmax. Intense enough to thrυst him deep into the forest of paѕsion, where he remained lost.

_{{He lied to me. He lied to me again!}}Is Fang Shixiu just messing with me?

He lied to me. He lied to me again!

_{Fang Shixiu, in return, hugged him back gently as he spoke, saying, “Alright, now. Let’s go home.”}He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

Fang Shixiu, in return, hugged him back gently as he spoke, saying, “Alright, now. Let’s go home.”

_{Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him.}Fang Shixiu sighed before replying simply, “He was just drunk.”

Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

_{“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."}
“I knew it,” Yan Ran retorted with a snort.

“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."

_{“What on earth is wrong with you kids?” Fang Shixiu smiled bitterly. But at that same moment, Yan Ran made a sudden approach, taking that man into his embrace and stealing his lips in a maddened kiss.}For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts. It was intense. Intense enough to plunge his blissed-out heart deep into the sea of his clіmax. Intense enough to thrυst him deep into the forest of paѕsion, where he remained lost.

“What on earth is wrong with you kids?” Fang Shixiu smiled bitterly. But at that same moment, Yan Ran made a sudden approach, taking that man into his embrace and stealing his lips in a maddened kiss.

_{05.1: Broken}“I knew it,” Yan Ran retorted with a snort.

05.1: Broken

_{05.1: Broken}☆☆☆

05.1: Broken

_{“What on earth is wrong with you kids?” Fang Shixiu smiled bitterly. But at that same moment, Yan Ran made a sudden approach, taking that man into his embrace and stealing his lips in a maddened kiss.}He who had only now tasted the love between men, on account of Fang Shixiu’s skills and experience, was driven from the depths of misfortune to a high of pure bliss. That man’s roaming hands again began their motions, while that mouth of his made sure to again capture Yan Ran’s moist and parted lips. With one hand, Fang Shixiu took firm hold of one of those now-erect buds, while those fingers of his remaining hand skimmed towards that most sensitive region of the one below him, clasping the part that trembled without end as it stood in high spirits.

“What on earth is wrong with you kids?” Fang Shixiu smiled bitterly. But at that same moment, Yan Ran made a sudden approach, taking that man into his embrace and stealing his lips in a maddened kiss.

_{Fang Shixiu was left frozen in place for a moment by his words, then, upon regaining his senses, he pushed the caressing hand away.}
“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.

Fang Shixiu was left frozen in place for a moment by his words, then, upon regaining his senses, he pushed the caressing hand away.

_{Gradually, he slid down until he squatted on the cold, bare ground, dampened by the summer night’s dew. It was clammy and carried a chill, but it made his body feel cool—it allowed that flaring heart of his to cool down, too.}Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand. That erected organ was then firmly grasped and left prey to caresses that were more akin to subjugation.

Gradually, he slid down until he squatted on the cold, bare ground, dampened by the summer night’s dew. It was clammy and carried a chill, but it made his body feel cool—it allowed that flaring heart of his to cool down, too.

_{“What on earth is wrong with you kids?” Fang Shixiu smiled bitterly. But at that same moment, Yan Ran made a sudden approach, taking that man into his embrace and stealing his lips in a maddened kiss.}As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

“What on earth is wrong with you kids?” Fang Shixiu smiled bitterly. But at that same moment, Yan Ran made a sudden approach, taking that man into his embrace and stealing his lips in a maddened kiss.

_{When they collided, Fang Shixiu lost his footing momentarily but was just as swiftly able to again stand firm. Yan Ran had lost all sanity right then, sυcking on Fang Shixiu’s lips like some wild beast.}Fang Shixiu, in return, hugged him back gently as he spoke, saying, “Alright, now. Let’s go home.”

When they collided, Fang Shixiu lost his footing momentarily but was just as swiftly able to again stand firm. Yan Ran had lost all sanity right then, sυcking on Fang Shixiu’s lips like some wild beast. All of him trembled, excitement overwhelming him, making it feel like he couldn’t so much as breathe. He wanted to use this method to prove his existence to Fang Shixiu; he wanted to do this so badly that he thought he was about to lose his mind.

_{Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.}The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.

Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

_{The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.}
“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.

_{“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.}“You’re still here?”

“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.

_{With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in.}☆☆☆

With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in. Despite that place’s narrowness, despite those tight walls making it so intense thrυsts weren’t permissible, much like that man’s tough and stubborn character, he persisted until every inch of his desire was buried within.

_{Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.}“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.

Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.

_{“No! I will never regret it! Never on my life!”}Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

“No! I will never regret it! Never on my life!”

_{Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.}
Fang Shixiu was left frozen in place for a moment by his words, then, upon regaining his senses, he pushed the caressing hand away.

Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.

_{“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.}But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”

“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

_{Tears again began spilling from Yan Ran’s eyes. “Please, I’m begging you... Please hold me.”}When they collided, Fang Shixiu lost his footing momentarily but was just as swiftly able to again stand firm. Yan Ran had lost all sanity right then, sυcking on Fang Shixiu’s lips like some wild beast. All of him trembled, excitement overwhelming him, making it feel like he couldn’t so much as breathe. He wanted to use this method to prove his existence to Fang Shixiu; he wanted to do this so badly that he thought he was about to lose his mind.

Tears again began spilling from Yan Ran’s eyes. “Please, I’m begging you... Please hold me.”

_{He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.}Fang Shixiu was left frozen in place for a moment by his words, then, upon regaining his senses, he pushed the caressing hand away.

He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

_{But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”}
“Fang. Shi. Xiu. Every word I just spoke is the truth!” On such a night, the Yan Ran, who could no longer contain himself, said his peace, shouting his confession—crying out as though he were in pain.

But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”

_{But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.}But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.

But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.

_{“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.}The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.

“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

_{When they collided, Fang Shixiu lost his footing momentarily but was just as swiftly able to again stand firm. Yan Ran had lost all sanity right then, sυcking on Fang Shixiu’s lips like some wild beast.}
Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”

When they collided, Fang Shixiu lost his footing momentarily but was just as swiftly able to again stand firm. Yan Ran had lost all sanity right then, sυcking on Fang Shixiu’s lips like some wild beast. All of him trembled, excitement overwhelming him, making it feel like he couldn’t so much as breathe. He wanted to use this method to prove his existence to Fang Shixiu; he wanted to do this so badly that he thought he was about to lose his mind.

_{Yan Ran strode over, wrapping his arms around that man, his palms clutching that man’s back while that man captured his lips. That roaming tongue, now eagerly exploring that orifice, twirled and spun as if to claim that place as its own.}He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!

Yan Ran strode over, wrapping his arms around that man, his palms clutching that man’s back while that man captured his lips. That roaming tongue, now eagerly exploring that orifice, twirled and spun as if to claim that place as its own.

_{With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in.}He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!

With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in. Despite that place’s narrowness, despite those tight walls making it so intense thrυsts weren’t permissible, much like that man’s tough and stubborn character, he persisted until every inch of his desire was buried within.

_{Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.}
“I’m not a child!” Yan Ran’s heart was now aching. “I’m no longer a child! I’m the same age as Rongruo! Both of us can get married now! Both of us can start having children of our own!”

Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.

_{“What if he was? What of it then?”}“What happened to you?” Shocked at the sight before him, Yan Ran in haste.

“What if he was? What of it then?”

_{The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.}“Yan Ran…”

The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.

_{{Is Fang Shixiu just messing with me?}}In his heart of hearts, he mused to himself giddily: He held me! He held me! He finally held me again! Rongruo, do I owe you my thanks?

Is Fang Shixiu just messing with me?

_{Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.}“There’s nothing going on between him and me!” Fang Shixiu grabbed Yan Ran by his slender wrists, stopping his crazed actions, his eyes fixing on the now-still youth with a fire in his gaze. “So stop thinking up such nonsense with that little head of yours, understand?”

Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.

_{With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.}
Fang Shixiu lifted his gaze towards that youth, the gleam in his eyes one different from the light cast by the candles, another chuckle escaping him before he said, “But I’m practically a cycle older than you. I’m old enough to be your father. You should find a girl your own age to like—one who can give birth to a few kids on your behalf.”

With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.

_{With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.}With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in. Despite that place’s narrowness, despite those tight walls making it so intense thrυsts weren’t permissible, much like that man’s tough and stubborn character, he persisted until every inch of his desire was buried within.

With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.

_{Fang Shixiu was left frozen in place for a moment by his words, then, upon regaining his senses, he pushed the caressing hand away.}The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.

Fang Shixiu was left frozen in place for a moment by his words, then, upon regaining his senses, he pushed the caressing hand away.

_{It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.}As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

_{He lied to me. He lied to me again!}
“Just like Ximen Rongruo, you mean? Is this the same thing you said to convince him? That he should take the expected course for the sake of living a ‘happy’ life? You treat others as if they are fools! Like if we don’t know any better! But let me tell you this, Fang Shixiu: in this life, the one I’m going to love is only you. So don’t you dare try to push me away! I am nothing like Ximen Rongruo, either. He may obediently do whatever you say, but I will not!”

He lied to me. He lied to me again!

_N/A“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."

N/A

_{He who had only now tasted the love between men, on account of Fang Shixiu’s skills and experience, was driven from the depths of misfortune to a high of pure bliss. That man’s roaming hands again began their motions, while that mouth of his made sure to again capture Yan Ran’s moist and parted lips.}A sudden chuckle then escaped him, followed by him burying his head between his knees.

He who had only now tasted the love between men, on account of Fang Shixiu’s skills and experience, was driven from the depths of misfortune to a high of pure bliss. That man’s roaming hands again began their motions, while that mouth of his made sure to again capture Yan Ran’s moist and parted lips. With one hand, Fang Shixiu took firm hold of one of those now-erect buds, while those fingers of his remaining hand skimmed towards that most sensitive region of the one below him, clasping the part that trembled without end as it stood in high spirits.

_{The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.}This... this is an orgasm... It feels way different than it does with a woman.

The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.

_{Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”}
“What on earth is wrong with you kids?” Fang Shixiu smiled bitterly. But at that same moment, Yan Ran made a sudden approach, taking that man into his embrace and stealing his lips in a maddened kiss.

Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”

_{{Damn him!}}As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

Damn him!

_{But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”}In his heart of hearts, he mused to himself giddily: He held me! He held me! He finally held me again! Rongruo, do I owe you my thanks?

But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”

_{He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!}With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.

He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!

_{“Fang. Shi. Xiu. Every word I just spoke is the truth!” On such a night, the Yan Ran, who could no longer contain himself, said his peace, shouting his confession—crying out as though he were in pain.}
When they collided, Fang Shixiu lost his footing momentarily but was just as swiftly able to again stand firm. Yan Ran had lost all sanity right then, sυcking on Fang Shixiu’s lips like some wild beast. All of him trembled, excitement overwhelming him, making it feel like he couldn’t so much as breathe. He wanted to use this method to prove his existence to Fang Shixiu; he wanted to do this so badly that he thought he was about to lose his mind.

“Fang. Shi. Xiu. Every word I just spoke is the truth!” On such a night, the Yan Ran, who could no longer contain himself, said his peace, shouting his confession—crying out as though he were in pain.

_{With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.}“What if he was? What of it then?”

With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.

_{“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."}Yan Ran cursed internally, not giving a damn that it was directed at an elder. But at that point, he no longer had the strength to do so much as hold on to anger. His thoughts again wandering:

“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."

_{“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.}A sudden chuckle then escaped him, followed by him burying his head between his knees.

“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.

_{Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.}“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.

Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.

_{He who had only now tasted the love between men, on account of Fang Shixiu’s skills and experience, was driven from the depths of misfortune to a high of pure bliss. That man’s roaming hands again began their motions, while that mouth of his made sure to again capture Yan Ran’s moist and parted lips.}
He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!

He who had only now tasted the love between men, on account of Fang Shixiu’s skills and experience, was driven from the depths of misfortune to a high of pure bliss. That man’s roaming hands again began their motions, while that mouth of his made sure to again capture Yan Ran’s moist and parted lips. With one hand, Fang Shixiu took firm hold of one of those now-erect buds, while those fingers of his remaining hand skimmed towards that most sensitive region of the one below him, clasping the part that trembled without end as it stood in high spirits.

_{Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.}Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.

Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.

_{“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.}It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

_{With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.}Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.

With those words and while buried in the crux of Fang Shixiu’s neck, Yan Ran felt as though his just-lost joy had been regained. But after returning home and with the aid of the lit candles, he was able to see that man’s messed-up hair, his wrinkled clothing, and the bloody scratches on his face.

_{Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.}Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.

_{Is Fang Shixiu just messing with me?}
But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.

Is Fang Shixiu just messing with me?

_{“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.}“Yan Ran…”

“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

_{A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.}“Do what with him again?”

A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.

_{Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.}Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.

Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.

_{Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.}“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."

Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

_{In his heart of hearts, he mused to himself giddily: He held me! He held me! He finally held me again! Rongruo, do I owe you my thanks?}
He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

In his heart of hearts, he mused to himself giddily: He held me! He held me! He finally held me again! Rongruo, do I owe you my thanks?

_☆☆☆Tears again began spilling from Yan Ran’s eyes. “Please, I’m begging you... Please hold me.”

☆☆☆

_{Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”}“Yan Ran…”

Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”

_{“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.}Yan Ran managed to think as much despite his muddled thoughts, but Fang Shixiu’s unceasing movements brought those thoughts to an end. That man’s still-firm desire continued to plunge deep within his body until he was overcome with tiredness, and his body began going limp. Even that slender hand of his, which gripped Fang Shixiu’s arm tightly, had unconsciously grown slack.

“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.

_{“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.}“There’s nothing going on between him and me!” Fang Shixiu grabbed Yan Ran by his slender wrists, stopping his crazed actions, his eyes fixing on the now-still youth with a fire in his gaze. “So stop thinking up such nonsense with that little head of yours, understand?”

“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

_{Yan Ran cursed internally, not giving a damn that it was directed at an elder. But at that point, he no longer had the strength to do so much as hold on to anger. His thoughts again wandering:}
Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”

Yan Ran cursed internally, not giving a damn that it was directed at an elder. But at that point, he no longer had the strength to do so much as hold on to anger. His thoughts again wandering:

_{05.1: Broken}Tears again began spilling from Yan Ran’s eyes. “Please, I’m begging you... Please hold me.”

05.1: Broken

_{“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.}
“No! I will never regret it! Never on my life!”

“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.

_{He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.}He lied to me. He lied to me again!

He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

_{“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.}Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.

“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.

_{But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”}“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”

_{Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him.}
“Yan Ran…”

Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

_{The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.}Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”

The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.

_{“What if he was? What of it then?”}
Tears again began spilling from Yan Ran’s eyes. “Please, I’m begging you... Please hold me.”

“What if he was? What of it then?”

_{The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.}Damn him!

The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.

_{Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.}“I’m not a child!” Yan Ran’s heart was now aching. “I’m no longer a child! I’m the same age as Rongruo! Both of us can get married now! Both of us can start having children of our own!”

Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.

_{05.1: Broken}Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.

05.1: Broken

☆☆☆

_{“Was it your little cat? Is he the one who did this?” Yan Ran’s voice suddenly turned sharp, yet that man still answered lightheartedly.}
As the warm water descended over Yan Ran's smooth, wheat-toned skin, the excitement welling within his heart kept rising, blotting out every last shred of his rationality. Even the guilt that came when he accidentally touched his lower parts in the bath was long gone; nothing remained except for a searing heat.

“Was it your little cat? Is he the one who did this?” Yan Ran’s voice suddenly turned sharp, yet that man still answered lightheartedly.

_{Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.}“There’s nothing going on between him and me!” Fang Shixiu grabbed Yan Ran by his slender wrists, stopping his crazed actions, his eyes fixing on the now-still youth with a fire in his gaze. “So stop thinking up such nonsense with that little head of yours, understand?”

Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now. []At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.

_{It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.}“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.

It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

_{The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.}Damn him!

The voice that rang in his ear was familiar, enough to make him slowly lift his gaze to see that man, to see Fang Shixiu. Without thinking twice, his arms extended—without hesitation. His body then flung itself into that man’s embrace—clutching him tightly, overwhelmed by the feeling of being wronged.

_{He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.}
Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.

He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

_{But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”}Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.

But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”

_{Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”}He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”

_{“What if he was? What of it then?”}He lied to me. He lied to me again!

“What if he was? What of it then?”

_{For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts.}A sudden chuckle then escaped him, followed by him burying his head between his knees.

For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts. It was intense. Intense enough to plunge his blissed-out heart deep into the sea of his clіmax. Intense enough to thrυst him deep into the forest of paѕsion, where he remained lost.

_{Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.}
Yan Ran strode over, wrapping his arms around that man, his palms clutching that man’s back while that man captured his lips. That roaming tongue, now eagerly exploring that orifice, twirled and spun as if to claim that place as its own.

Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.

_{When they collided, Fang Shixiu lost his footing momentarily but was just as swiftly able to again stand firm. Yan Ran had lost all sanity right then, sυcking on Fang Shixiu’s lips like some wild beast.}Feeling as if all of him was melting, a weakened Yan Ran collapsed onto the marble floor, yet the cold stones only made his body increase its trembling.

When they collided, Fang Shixiu lost his footing momentarily but was just as swiftly able to again stand firm. Yan Ran had lost all sanity right then, sυcking on Fang Shixiu’s lips like some wild beast. All of him trembled, excitement overwhelming him, making it feel like he couldn’t so much as breathe. He wanted to use this method to prove his existence to Fang Shixiu; he wanted to do this so badly that he thought he was about to lose his mind.

_{{Damn him!}}N/A

Damn him!

_{As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.}“I’m not a child!” Yan Ran’s heart was now aching. “I’m no longer a child! I’m the same age as Rongruo! Both of us can get married now! Both of us can start having children of our own!”

As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

_{“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.}“You’re still here?”

“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.

_{This... this is an orgasm... It feels way different than it does with a woman.}
It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

This... this is an orgasm... It feels way different than it does with a woman.

_{“Tonight is his wedding night, isn’t it? Yet you were still with him—”}“Just like Ximen Rongruo, you mean? Is this the same thing you said to convince him? That he should take the expected course for the sake of living a ‘happy’ life? You treat others as if they are fools! Like if we don’t know any better! But let me tell you this, Fang Shixiu: in this life, the one I’m going to love is only you. So don’t you dare try to push me away! I am nothing like Ximen Rongruo, either. He may obediently do whatever you say, but I will not!”

“Tonight is his wedding night, isn’t it? Yet you were still with him—”

_{“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."}Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”

“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."

_{With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.}Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.

With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.

_{As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.}
“Mmn… not…” Yan Ran was drowning in the wondrous sensations.

As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

_{05.1: Broken}But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.

05.1: Broken

_{Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him.}But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.

Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

_{But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”}Feeling as if all of him was melting, a weakened Yan Ran collapsed onto the marble floor, yet the cold stones only made his body increase its trembling.

But Fang Shixiu only replied with a lighthearted chuckle, “Don’t worry, it’s nothing.”

_{Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.}
Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.

Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.

_{“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.}☆☆☆

“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

_{After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.}“No! I will never regret it! Never on my life!”

After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.

_{The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.}“Do what with him again?”

The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.

_{“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.}
Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.

“You don’t know anything,” Fang Shixiu replied to that with another sigh.

_{After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.}He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.

_{“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."}Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”

“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."

_{With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.}“I’m not a child!” Yan Ran’s heart was now aching. “I’m no longer a child! I’m the same age as Rongruo! Both of us can get married now! Both of us can start having children of our own!”

With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.

_{With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.}
Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand. That erected organ was then firmly grasped and left prey to caresses that were more akin to subjugation.

With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.

_{Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.}Gradually, he slid down until he squatted on the cold, bare ground, dampened by the summer night’s dew. It was clammy and carried a chill, but it made his body feel cool—it allowed that flaring heart of his to cool down, too.

Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.

_{“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.}“I knew it,” Yan Ran retorted with a snort.

“How do you explain this, then?” Yan Ran lifted his hand, extending his fingers, gently caressing the scars on Fang Shixiu’s cheek.

_{But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.}
Feeling as if all of him was melting, a weakened Yan Ran collapsed onto the marble floor, yet the cold stones only made his body increase its trembling.

But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.

_{He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.}With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in. Despite that place’s narrowness, despite those tight walls making it so intense thrυsts weren’t permissible, much like that man’s tough and stubborn character, he persisted until every inch of his desire was buried within.

He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

_{Fang Shixiu lifted his gaze towards that youth, the gleam in his eyes one different from the light cast by the candles, another chuckle escaping him before he said, “But I’m practically a cycle older than you. I’m old enough to be your father. You should find a girl your own age to like—one who can give birth to a few kids on your behalf.”}For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts. It was intense. Intense enough to plunge his blissed-out heart deep into the sea of his clіmax. Intense enough to thrυst him deep into the forest of paѕsion, where he remained lost.

Fang Shixiu lifted his gaze towards that youth, the gleam in his eyes one different from the light cast by the candles, another chuckle escaping him before he said, “But I’m practically a cycle older than you. I’m old enough to be your father. You should find a girl your own age to like—one who can give birth to a few kids on your behalf.”

_{“Mmn… not…” Yan Ran was drowning in the wondrous sensations.}
With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in. Despite that place’s narrowness, despite those tight walls making it so intense thrυsts weren’t permissible, much like that man’s tough and stubborn character, he persisted until every inch of his desire was buried within.

“Mmn… not…” Yan Ran was drowning in the wondrous sensations.

_{“Tonight is his wedding night, isn’t it? Yet you were still with him—”}Yan Ran managed to think as much despite his muddled thoughts, but Fang Shixiu’s unceasing movements brought those thoughts to an end. That man’s still-firm desire continued to plunge deep within his body until he was overcome with tiredness, and his body began going limp. Even that slender hand of his, which gripped Fang Shixiu’s arm tightly, had unconsciously grown slack.

“Tonight is his wedding night, isn’t it? Yet you were still with him—”

_{As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.}Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.

As the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

_{“You’re still here?”}
A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.

“You’re still here?”

_☆☆☆A sharp pain spreаd throughout Yan Ran’s lower body upon insertion, along with a sense of fullness within. But with every one of those pulsating movements that occurred thereafter, he was again thrυst into the abyss of pure anguish. Nonetheless, Fang Shixiu’s insertions persisted until that pain slowly subsided.

☆☆☆

_{Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him.}Yan Ran’s legs had long grown numb, and even the guard at the gates, who had been chatting with him earlier, had begun falling asleep. So, naturally, now there was no one left to keep the waiting young man company.

Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

_{Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.}
“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.

Eventually, he left the Ximen residence. The new place chosen for his wait was next to the huge lion statue that stood guard at the sect’s gates, hoping he would catch sight of that missing man soon.

_{Yan Ran strode over, wrapping his arms around that man, his palms clutching that man’s back while that man captured his lips. That roaming tongue, now eagerly exploring that orifice, twirled and spun as if to claim that place as its own.}Seconds paѕsed, maybe minutes, where both just stood there in place. Fang Shixiu then sighed, reaching out to wipe away his spilling tears, a bitter smile again forming on his lips as he attempted to comfort the youth before him. “Yan Ran, you need to understand there are some things that can never be undone once you do them, and they can lead to future regret.”

Yan Ran strode over, wrapping his arms around that man, his palms clutching that man’s back while that man captured his lips. That roaming tongue, now eagerly exploring that orifice, twirled and spun as if to claim that place as its own.

_☆☆☆“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

☆☆☆

_{With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.}“There’s nothing going on between him and me!” Fang Shixiu grabbed Yan Ran by his slender wrists, stopping his crazed actions, his eyes fixing on the now-still youth with a fire in his gaze. “So stop thinking up such nonsense with that little head of yours, understand?”

With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.

_{With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.}“Yan Ran…”

With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.

_N/A
The feel of that hidden place pre-moistened by the water’s warmth stretching and wrapping that man’s thick, invading desire—the suffocating pressure of that man’s weight as it bore down on his chеst—much to Yan Ran’s surprise elicited a trill within him, causing his own desire to keep rising and rising until he was on the brink of losing all of his senses.

N/A

_{“What if he was? What of it then?”}It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

“What if he was? What of it then?”

_{Fang Shixiu sighed before replying simply, “He was just drunk.”}Fang Shixiu sighed before replying simply, “He was just drunk.”

Fang Shixiu sighed before replying simply, “He was just drunk.”

_{Damn him!}
With parted lips and a jaw that now hung loose, shame found its way into Yan Ran’s dazed senses when he realised that mouth of his was leaking slivers. Yet despite this feeling, his taut buttocks still lifted to meet that man’s thrυsts in stride, not only allowing him to take the initiative but also giving him the courage to seek out his own gratification.

Damn him!

_{“What if he was? What of it then?”}It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

“What if he was? What of it then?”

_{Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”}“What happened to you?” Shocked at the sight before him, Yan Ran in haste.

Fang Shixiu then said in a whisper, “Yan Ran... What am I supposed to do with a child like you, huh?”

_{“What happened to you?” Shocked at the sight before him, Yan Ran in haste.}“I knew it,” Yan Ran retorted with a snort.

“What happened to you?” Shocked at the sight before him, Yan Ran in haste.

_{“{Mmn… not…}” Yan Ran was drowning in the wondrous sensations.}Fang Shixiu’s index finger then exerted some strength, thrυsting its way into that once-hidden entrance—stirring the sensitive lining of that hot and dry inner wall. With this action, that part at Yan Ran’s front had also quickly risen, quickly earning the attention of Fang Shixiu’s other hand. That erected organ was then firmly grasped and left prey to caresses that were more akin to subjugation.

“Mmn… not…” Yan Ran was drowning in the wondrous sensations.

_{He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!}
He who had only now tasted the love between men, on account of Fang Shixiu’s skills and experience, was driven from the depths of misfortune to a high of pure bliss. That man’s roaming hands again began their motions, while that mouth of his made sure to again capture Yan Ran’s moist and parted lips. With one hand, Fang Shixiu took firm hold of one of those now-erect buds, while those fingers of his remaining hand skimmed towards that most sensitive region of the one below him, clasping the part that trembled without end as it stood in high spirits.

He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!

_{Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.}Yan Ran managed to think as much despite his muddled thoughts, but Fang Shixiu’s unceasing movements brought those thoughts to an end. That man’s still-firm desire continued to plunge deep within his body until he was overcome with tiredness, and his body began going limp. Even that slender hand of his, which gripped Fang Shixiu’s arm tightly, had unconsciously grown slack.

Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

_{As the warm water descended over Yan Ran's smooth, wheat-toned skin, the excitement welling within his heart kept rising, blotting out every last shred of his rationality. Even the guilt that came when he accidentally touched his lower parts in the bath was long gone; nothing remained except for a searing heat.}
Not long afterwards, a surge of electricity far more intense than anything he felt before erupted from his nethers. From his moistened private part through his smooth lower abdomen, that warm heat slowly spreаd upwards, coursing over erect nіpples and cherry-red lips until it settled atop his scalp, sending a wave of shivers throughout him. Not a sound left him, as that throat of his now seemed to be blocked. As for his lower regions, that scorching inner wall of his began to contract while both legs began to spasm. He felt as though his body was locked in a state of constant descent, while the only sounds that met his ears were the discordant noises coming from within his body itself.

As the warm water descended over Yan Ran's smooth, wheat-toned skin, the excitement welling within his heart kept rising, blotting out every last shred of his rationality. Even the guilt that came when he accidentally touched his lower parts in the bath was long gone; nothing remained except for a searing heat.

_{“Was it your little cat? Is he the one who did this?” Yan Ran’s voice suddenly turned sharp, yet that man still answered lightheartedly.}Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

“Was it your little cat? Is he the one who did this?” Yan Ran’s voice suddenly turned sharp, yet that man still answered lightheartedly.

_{With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in.}Yan Ran cursed internally, not giving a damn that it was directed at an elder. But at that point, he no longer had the strength to do so much as hold on to anger. His thoughts again wandering:

With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in. Despite that place’s narrowness, despite those tight walls making it so intense thrυsts weren’t permissible, much like that man’s tough and stubborn character, he persisted until every inch of his desire was buried within.

_N/AAs the night deepened and under the now ink-black sky, blood-red lanterns hung high over the entrance, flіckering with an ominous light. Time itself seemed to move at a trickle, a long stretch of it paѕsing by, and still, that man was nowhere to be seen.

N/A

_{It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.}
With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.

It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

_{Fang Shixiu, in return, hugged him back gently as he spoke, saying, “Alright, now. Let’s go home.”}“Yan Ran…”

Fang Shixiu, in return, hugged him back gently as he spoke, saying, “Alright, now. Let’s go home.”

_{{Is Fang Shixiu just messing with me?}}“You bastard—you unfathomable bastard!” Yan Ran rushed over to Fang Shixiu and clawed at his clothes. “What the hell is going on in that head of yours? What the hell is wrong with you?! If you like him, why the hell would you just watch him get married?! If you don’t like him, then why the hell would you and him, again, do..."

Is Fang Shixiu just messing with me?

_{“I knew it,” Yan Ran retorted with a snort.}
This... this is an orgasm... It feels way different than it does with a woman.

“I knew it,” Yan Ran retorted with a snort.

_{As the warm water descended over Yan Ran's smooth, wheat-toned skin, the excitement welling within his heart kept rising, blotting out every last shred of his rationality. Even the guilt that came when he accidentally touched his lower parts in the bath was long gone; nothing remained except for a searing heat.}He lied to me. He lied to me again!

As the warm water descended over Yan Ran's smooth, wheat-toned skin, the excitement welling within his heart kept rising, blotting out every last shred of his rationality. Even the guilt that came when he accidentally touched his lower parts in the bath was long gone; nothing remained except for a searing heat.

_{Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.}“No! I will never regret it! Never on my life!”

Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.

_{Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.}With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.

Not just from the hand touching him above, but also from the one that had focused its attack below. One that had taken hold of his plump and swaying buttocks, kneading and toying with its supple cheeks. But, without warning, that hand—soon joined by the other—both pulled apart his tightly shut thіghs before focusing their caresses on that secret place hidden within that furrow.

_{With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.}
Yan Ran managed to think as much despite his muddled thoughts, but Fang Shixiu’s unceasing movements brought those thoughts to an end. That man’s still-firm desire continued to plunge deep within his body until he was overcome with tiredness, and his body began going limp. Even that slender hand of his, which gripped Fang Shixiu’s arm tightly, had unconsciously grown slack.

With a grunt, then a moan, his face flushed beautifully. After accepting the most beautiful expression of love, every inch of him now appeared quite helpless—his entire form appeared frail.

_{With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in.}Fang Shixiu was left frozen in place for a moment by his words, then, upon regaining his senses, he pushed the caressing hand away.

With eyes now gazing up at that man from below, the long-erected desire of that man appeared immense, stoking up a bit of fear to swell within Yan Ran, but it was accompanied by a burst of excitement. Then, without an ounce of pity, that man thrυst himself in. Despite that place’s narrowness, despite those tight walls making it so intense thrυsts weren’t permissible, much like that man’s tough and stubborn character, he persisted until every inch of his desire was buried within.

_{Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.}N/A

Upon turning around, he noticed Fang Shixiu standing outside the door. The sight of that man alone seemed to cause the warm liquid to further increase in heat.

_{Fang Shixiu lifted his gaze towards that youth, the gleam in his eyes one different from the light cast by the candles, another chuckle escaping him before he said, “But I’m practically a cycle older than you. I’m old enough to be your father. You should find a girl your own age to like—one who can give birth to a few kids on your behalf.”}
For the first time, he felt such a warmth inside him. For the first time, he felt his convulsing inner wall erupt in waves of a sudden and different kind of high than he got when he was not on the receiving end of thrυsts. It was intense. Intense enough to plunge his blissed-out heart deep into the sea of his clіmax. Intense enough to thrυst him deep into the forest of paѕsion, where he remained lost.

Fang Shixiu lifted his gaze towards that youth, the gleam in his eyes one different from the light cast by the candles, another chuckle escaping him before he said, “But I’m practically a cycle older than you. I’m old enough to be your father. You should find a girl your own age to like—one who can give birth to a few kids on your behalf.”

_{He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!}Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.

He could not be like Rongruo—he could not let his chance to be with this man go to waste!

_{In his heart of hearts, he mused to himself giddily: {He held me! He held me! He finally held me again! Rongruo, do I owe you my thanks?}}“Just like Ximen Rongruo, you mean? Is this the same thing you said to convince him? That he should take the expected course for the sake of living a ‘happy’ life? You treat others as if they are fools! Like if we don’t know any better! But let me tell you this, Fang Shixiu: in this life, the one I’m going to love is only you. So don’t you dare try to push me away! I am nothing like Ximen Rongruo, either. He may obediently do whatever you say, but I will not!”

In his heart of hearts, he mused to himself giddily: He held me! He held me! He finally held me again! Rongruo, do I owe you my thanks?

_{It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.}After the sky had long turned dark and all the guests of the wedding banquet had dispersed, Yan Ran had no excuse to still stay there. But no matter how many times he kept searching for Fang Shixiu, not a shadow of the man could be found.

It was an almost suffocating kind of dizziness, one that pressed Yan Ran to grunt out a faint moan. Fang Shixiu’s not-at-all-idle hands also caressed his body, one ascending his chеst, taking hold of the nіpples there, long swollen from his touches.

_{“Just like Ximen Rongruo, you mean? Is this the same thing you said to convince him? That he should take the expected course for the sake of living a ‘happy’ life? You treat others as if they are fools! Like if we don’t know any better! But let me tell you this, Fang Shixiu: in this life, the one I’m going to love is only you. So don’t you dare try to push me away! I am nothing like Ximen Rongruo, either.}
Before his overexcited self finally drifted off into slumber, a weakened grin foolishly spreаd across Yan Ran’s face.

“Just like Ximen Rongruo, you mean? Is this the same thing you said to convince him? That he should take the expected course for the sake of living a ‘happy’ life? You treat others as if they are fools! Like if we don’t know any better! But let me tell you this, Fang Shixiu: in this life, the one I’m going to love is only you. So don’t you dare try to push me away! I am nothing like Ximen Rongruo, either. He may obediently do whatever you say, but I will not!”

_{He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.}“Yan Ran…”

He let that man go and now only stared at him with embarraѕsment, so much so that tears had begun forming in his eyes.

_{Fang Shixiu was left frozen in place for a moment by his words, then, upon regaining his senses, he pushed the caressing hand away.}“No! I will never regret it! Never on my life!”

Fang Shixiu was left frozen in place for a moment by his words, then, upon regaining his senses, he pushed the caressing hand away.

_{Fang Shixiu, in return, hugged him back gently as he spoke, saying, “Alright, now. Let’s go home.”}“Do what with him again?”

Fang Shixiu, in return, hugged him back gently as he spoke, saying, “Alright, now. Let’s go home.”

_{Yan Ran strode over, wrapping his arms around that man, his palms clutching that man’s back while that man captured his lips. That roaming tongue, now eagerly exploring that orifice, twirled and spun as if to claim that place as its own.}
In his heart of hearts, he mused to himself giddily: He held me! He held me! He finally held me again! Rongruo, do I owe you my thanks?

Yan Ran strode over, wrapping his arms around that man, his palms clutching that man’s back while that man captured his lips. That roaming tongue, now eagerly exploring that orifice, twirled and spun as if to claim that place as its own.

_{“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.}“Mmn…” From his depths, a wave of pleasure surged out in every direction. A never-before-felt comfort now accompanied those twinges of pain, and the two opposing sensations made him unable to maintain his self-restraint.

“I know that I like you!” Yan Ran blurted out to the point of almost shouting.

_{Tears again began spilling from Yan Ran’s eyes. “Please, I’m begging you... Please hold me.”}Yan Ran’s body erupted in wave after wave of tremors at his touch—his blissed-out mind frantically screaming. All while that quivering form of his writhed in an effort to chase after that touch and the pleasure that came from that man’s fingertips.

Tears again began spilling from Yan Ran’s eyes. “Please, I’m begging you... Please hold me.”

_{Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.}As the warm water descended over Yan Ran's smooth, wheat-toned skin, the excitement welling within his heart kept rising, blotting out every last shred of his rationality. Even the guilt that came when he accidentally touched his lower parts in the bath was long gone; nothing remained except for a searing heat.

Like this, he stayed, shrinking into a little ball and almost drifting off to sleep. At least, it was, until a pat struck his shoulder that caused him to lift his head from his knees in a rush while his weary mind was a bit confused.

_{But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.}“Fang. Shi. Xiu. Every word I just spoke is the truth!” On such a night, the Yan Ran, who could no longer contain himself, said his peace, shouting his confession—crying out as though he were in pain.

But there was no response from Fang Shixiu.

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Author's Note:

N/A

Notes:

Note: One cycle is a zodiac cycle, which is twelve years. But Fang Shixiu isn’t actually twelve years older; he was 23 when this story started, Yan Fei was 21, and Yan Ran was 15. It’s been over two years now.

At this point, “water isn’t lube” should be written in the stars.

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